Five concentric circles. Outer circle: absence, time, other, appearance. Second circle: presence, eternity, self, reality. Third circle: transcendence, immortality, love, incantation. Fourth circle: mystery, eternal creation, divine self, magical universe. Innermost circle: Secret of the Holy Graal.

The Secret of the Holy Graal

Five concentric circles. Outer circle: absence, time, other, appearance. Second circle: presence, eternity, self, reality. Third circle: transcendence, immortality, love, incantation. Fourth circle: mystery, eternal creation, divine self, magical universe. Innermost circle: Secret of the Holy Graal.

Not sure if I ever offered an explanation of my intention in making this.

This was meant to visualize some insights I had while listening to Alan Chapman’s Magia Teachings and reading Peter Kingsley’s book on Carl Jung, Catafalque, last summer.

The outer circle represents forms of absence. The flow of time is the absence of presence or the now. The other is the absence of self or self-subsistence. Appearance is the absence of reality.

Opposed to absence is the second circle of presence. Eternity is opposed to time by standing outside of it. It is the eternal present or the eternal now. Self is opposed to other. It is that which subsists, that which possesses itself. Reality is opposed to mere appearance by being the opposite of illusion.

Philosophy and spirituality aim to overcome absence and to achieve presence. They aim at timeless truth, the One Self or One Itself, the reality that lies behind the mere flow of appearances.

But overcoming absence is merely the first stage of the process. The next level of insight requires one to find absence in presence: eternity in the here and now, self in other and other in self, reality in appearance. Once both presence and absence are found in one another, their duality is transcended.

The union of time and eternity is immortality.

The union of self and other is love.

The union of appearance and reality is incantation or magical speech.

Aleister Crowley grasps this non-duality of duality and non-duality through the idea of 0=2. But 0=2 is not the mystery itself but rather the gateway to the mystery. 0=2 is the portal through which Thelemic spirituality opens on to the subterranean current of mystery underlying human transcendence as such.

Now we encounter eternal creation as the characteristic activity of the immortal God.

We find the divine self as the the loving comportment of All with Itself.

And we find the magical universe as the self-speaking totality.

Beyond even that mystery there is the mixing bowl or kratēr in which All is manifest: the divine individual, the sōtēr or the Holy Graal.

Interview with Aion 131

In this video I sit down and have a long chat with Seattle occultist and author Aion 131.

Aion 131 is a founder of Horus-Maat Lodge, a long-time Nath Tantrika Initiate, and a Welsh Traditional Craft Elder. He is the author of numerous titles, including Global Ritualism, Your Guardian Angel and You, The Book of the Horned One, and Naga Magick. His latest book, Werewolf Magick, is coming out late September of this year. I am also lucky to call him a friend.

Aion 131 and I have a freewheeling conversation, touching on topics as diverse as Jungian Shadow work, the Holy Guardian Angel, the meaning of tantra, and his early years growing up in New York City. Aion 131’s website is https://dennysargentauthor.com/ which includes his blog, Feral Magick. He can be found on Facebook as aion.hermeticusnath and on Instagram as dennysargentauthor.

Here’s an audio-only version.

Thelema and Postmodernism

Good grief. Somehow I made it all the way through the latest in Thelemic Union, a refutation of a prior article attacking “postmodern” or completely relativistic interpretations of Thelema.

When I’ve attempted in the past to orient Thelema in, well, any direction, I’ve been accused of having an “Old Aeon” perspective on Thelema, which is really just code for “I don’t like your opinion but am too weak to refute it,” so I am in some respects sympathetic toward the complaints made by Brother Sol-Om-On in the original piece being refuted here.

That being said, the points the author, James Gordon, makes at the beginning of the article are good ones and should be well-taken by anyone who wishes to bring philosophy to bear on Thelema.

Crowley was deeply influenced by Nietzsche. In fact I would say more than any other philosopher, it is Nietzsche who looms over Thelema.

But among other things, Nietzsche is the grandfather of postmodernism. (Martin Heidegger is arguably its father.) It’s difficult taking Nietzsche seriously—and Crowley did—without simultaneously adopting some of the perspectives which would later fall under the label of “postmodernism”.

In fact if I were going to level a criticism at “contemporary Thelema,” I would say that many Thelemites do not take Nietzsche or postmodernism seriously enough. They tend to view Crowley from an overly and overtly modernist perspective.

For example they take the notion of the subject—specifically the autonomous subject—too seriously. They construct a religious perspective—what in postmodern parlance would be called a “metaphysics of presence”—around MY preferences, MY choices, MY sexuality, MY responsibility, etc. This relies on a notion of subjectivity that both Nietzsche and Crowley challenged.

Take for instance the concept of Will, arguably the most important concept in Thelema. Will is not identical with your power of choice. In fact Crowley seemed pretty clearly to have been a determinist, i.e., someone who does not believe in freedom of choice. (Yes, I am aware he uses the term “free will” sometimes. Don’t @ me.) Nietzsche held to a similar point of view, regarding freedom of choice to be a fiction invented by the mind to make it appear as though the end result of the battle of many “wills to power” in a person is somehow “mine” in a final, metaphysically-grounded sense.

The desire for “freedom of will” in the superlative, metaphysical sense, such as still holds sway, unfortunately, in the minds of the half-educated, the desire to bear the entire and ultimate responsibility for one’s actions oneself, and to absolve God, the world, ancestors, chance, and society therefrom, involves nothing less than to be precisely this causa sui, and, with more than Munchausen daring, to pull oneself up into existence by the hair, out of the slough of nothingness.

Nietzsche, Beyond Good and Evil

Crowley differs from Nietzsche insofar as he thinks that whatever unfolds within the sphere of the individual is the predestined result of a course chosen outside of time by one’s Holy Guardian Angel or True Self. His perspective here seems to be closer to the monism of Leibniz than Nietzsche’s.

This is the evident and final Solvent of the Knot Philosophical concerning Fate and Freewill, that it is thine own Self, omniscient and omnipotent, sublime in Eternity, that first didst order the Course of thine own Orbit, so that that which befalleth thee by Fate is indeed the necessary Effect of thine own Will. These two, then, that like Gladiators have made War in Philosophy through these many Centuries, art made One by the Love under Will which is the Law of Thelema.

Liber Aleph, “De harmonia voluntatis cum destinia,” as quoted in NC on AL I.57

This is not just a passing opinion or remark on Crowley’s part but has importance for the pinnacle and ultimate goal of his spiritual system, which is something like amor fati or love of fate. So the result is similar to Nietzsche’s, although the philosophical contrivances used to get there are somewhat different.

Be that as it may, the problem with a lot of interpretations of Thelema is not that they are overly “subjective” or “postmodern”. I think from Crowley’s perspective they would not go far enough in that direction. Until the ground under your feet has completely vanished, you’re not really in a position to transcend. Transcendence requires a certain motivation, a kind of urgency or emergency brought about by a deconstruction which the (over-)reliance on “I-me-mine” is in place to prevent.

Nothing but the realisation, born sooner or later of agonising experience, that its whole relation through Ruach and Nephesch with Matter, i.e., with the Universe, is, and must be, only painful. The senselessness of the whole procedure sickens it. It begins to seek for some menstruum in which the Universe may become intelligible, useful and enjoyable. In Qabalistic language, it aspires to Neschamah.

This is what we mean in saying that the Trance of Sorrow is the motive of the Great Work.

Little Essays Toward Truth, “Man”

This gets confusing because Crowley says “magick is the science and art of causing change to occur in conformity with will.” But listen to the talk I gave on this a couple years back. I step through this really carefully. This is not about the primacy or supremacy of willing in the sense of bringing about a state of affairs that you want. It’s about the destruction of that very perspective.

The method of Magick: Love the mode in which Will operates. The method of Magick in this—and in all—Work is: “love under will.” 

Djeridensis Comment on AL I.55-56

Magick is ultimately the art of illusion or of what is illusory. Philosophically and spiritually it is concerned with destruction or the destructive quality of speech.

It’s worth keeping in mind that the mystical “center” or “source” of Thelema is not a presence at all but an absence. It is indicated by Harpocrates/Hoor-paar-kraat.

The Author [of The Book of the Law] called himself Aiwass, and claimed to be “the minister of Hoor-Paar-Kraat”; that is, a messenger from the forces ruling this earth at present, as will be explained later on.

“Introduction” to Liber AL vel Legis

At the center and source of Thelema is something of a performative paradox. The Book of the Law, the foundation of all our work, is the speech of the god of silence. Speech or logos is presence par excellance. Yet Harpocrates, conspicuously, can never be made present.

Who worshipped Heru-pa-kraath have worshipped me; ill, for I am the worshipper.

AL II.8

In the Gnostic Mass, a similar idea is expressed in the line, “O secret of secrets that art hidden in the being of all that lives, not Thee do we adore, for that which adoreth is also Thou.”

Keep in mind that Harpocrates is the Silent or True Self. What these passages seem to indicate is that selfhood is not to be understood in terms of presence. You are not there as an object to yourself. (If you were, you would no longer be subject but object.) The presence of oneself is always deferred.

Another way of saying the same thing is that the characteristic mode of being of this True Self is not properly understood as “a being” or a mode of presence but rather as a kind of going or motion. But it is all-too-easy to conceptualize this going as just another form of being present. This leaves out an important facet of motion, which is that it is a form of change or of destruction. Harpocrates is closely aligned with Aleph and the A or Apophis moment of the IAO triad.

…therefore is the knowledge of me the knowledge of death.

AL II.6

Now think of this in the context of Crowley’s numerous pseudonyms, magical and otherwise: Perdurabo, Chioa Khan, TO MEGA THERION, Oliver Haddo, OU ME, etc. Even when he signs his name “Aleister Crowley,” that’s not his legal name. His legal name was always “Edward Alexander Crowley”. Crowley’s literary presence is a play of absence and representation. He’s presenting himself in such a way as to say, “You think you’ve got me, but you don’t.”

And this gets to the second point which comes out in these passages, which is that self-possession—hence true self-governance and autonomy—is impossible, eternally deferred. No sooner have we turned toward the “True Self” than it recedes, vanishes, reveals itself as an absence of speech, by silence. This flies directly in the face of the notion that we can somehow possess or express an “authentic” self through things like preferences or even responsibilities.

As I said in my recent talk on nihilism, Will in Thelema is best understood as a solution to the problem of nihilism. But in order for the will to serve this function, it cannot be a pure, animalistic overcoming of circumstance that simply runs counter to reason. That kind of brutishness is what Nietzsche would have identified as part of the symptomology of nihilism, not its overcoming.

Even if the loss of ground is not known directly and specifically, it’s still felt, and so people look for something to plug the gap. Investing a dictator or a cult leader with divine authority (“metaphysical presence”) is a reactive attempt to do this. But I would argue that the reliance on MY WILL or MY TRUE SELF is a similar manuever.

This is why every time you post something online—whether it’s an article, in a community, or even on your own Facebook wall—suggesting that there’s some reality of Thelema apart from what “what I will it to be,” people start kicking, biting, and scratching. Yet articles like this that present the typical hippy/boomer narrative of Thelema both get hundreds of likes/hearts and are declared to be subversive. How can something receive near-universal adulation but also somehow subvert conformity?

Some person with a Hindu handle (they always have Hindu handles for some reason despite being Caucasian) took issue with one of my previous articles because I presented evidence in support of an interpretation of the Mass against another. I was told that it’s unthelemic to say someone else’s argument is wrong, even if you present evidence in favor of that conclusion.

How precious.

As Ra-Hoor-Khuit said, ” I am Ra-Hoor-Khuit; and I am powerful to protect my servant. Except when someone expresses an opinion too strongly. Then I melt like a snowflake under a hairdryer. Success is thy proof: argue not; convert not; talk not overmuch! Otherwise someone’s feelings might get hurt, and why would you want to do something like that to somebody? That’s really sad. They don’t want to hurt you.”

Obviously the supremacy of the subjective viewpoint is an issue people feel deeply insecure about. Why else would they be so reactive about it?

I didn’t find anything in the latter half of the article that was of interest.

But yes, I would definitely take care when using the word “postmodern” to denigrate some interpretation of Thelema. In my opinion a lot of Thelema is stuck in delusions that I would consider to be quite “modern” in orientation. But as usual, these terms are really blunt and have to be defined precisely to be useful.

image of man praying in woods under a unicursal hexagram

Does praying to the Angel work?

image of man praying in woods under a unicursal hexagram

I wanted to elaborate a little bit on something I mentioned quickly in my recent video, Love, Will, and the Angel.

In that video I suggested a more-or-less traditional means of interacting with the Holy Guardian Angel, namely, prayer.

When I was a child, I prayed frequently to God, usually asking for some favor or another but also just for the purposes of ordinary conversation. After many decades, I have returned to prayer of this sort but with an important difference.

I never ask anything for myself when I pray.

I don’t ask to win the lottery. I don’t ask for a job interview to go well. I don’t ask for someone’s illness to be cured. I don’t ask for Bernie to win Michigan. (This last one might be reverse psychology.)

All I ever really ask for is to be a better servant of the divine in this world.

I ask for assistance to have my ignorance lifted. I don’t want to be ignorant about my nature. I don’t want to be ignorant about how the world works. I pray for the light of divinity to work through me in an uninterrupted fashion, unoccluded by false notions about who I am or what I should be doing.

Or as I suggested in the video, if I find myself in a difficult situation, I ask for help seeing how it is that I got myself into that mess and how to find my way out.

I understand that this is not how many occultists think about the Holy Guardian Angel. They think of conversation with the Angel more along these lines. And that’s fine. I wish people acted that way all the time, honestly. At the same time, I think my view on the Angel is consistent with Thelema as a doctrine.

The Angel is not here to rapture you, as the art on the Judgment card of the Coleman-Waite deck would suggest. Insofar as the concepts of salvation or redemption make any sense in a Thelemic context, they seem to entail something more like a change in perspective rather than a miracle.

Crowley’s two favorite metaphors for this seem to be inversion and unveiling.

You can find evidence of inversion or reversal of perspective all over the place. This is largely what the transition from Man of Earth to Hermit is about. It is captured in the imagery of the Beast 666. It’s in the idea of the Lion-Serpent as that which “destroys the destroyer” (i.e., inverts the inversion). It’s ritualized in Liber V vel Reguli. Basically the idea here is that we have an upside-down view on things. We need to be set on our own two feet for the first time, oriented toward the real foundation of things. From an outside perspective this will appear “demonic,” but it is in fact an orientation toward the transcendent and most high.

And then unveiling is the idea of the Khu as a “magical garment” that occludes the divine light within.

Our minds and bodies are veils of the Light within.

New Comment on AL I.8

The idea of the Khu and the “solution of complexes” has always seemed somewhat obscure to me, but the way I’ve come to think of it is that the Khu is like the khandhas or “clinging aggregates” of Buddhism. The Khu is the manifest universe you appear in, or at least the part of it that you consider to be you. There is nothing inherently wrong with manifest existence. There is no “fallen” state to be “redeemed” in other words.

But problems arise when we look at manifest existence as something which we can control or own or call “my,” “me,” or “mine”. To understand the nature of manifest existence means understanding that it changes constantly according to conditions that are beyond our control. This gives rise to detachment and a more balanced, equanimous perspective on reality—and ultimately a happiness that lasts apart from external circumstances.

The Khu remains, but now it no longer occludes the divine light within. This light is not “me” in the ordinary sense but is rather Hadit or Harpocrates. Everything else that I previously called “me” is now seen and correctly understood as an instrument for the expression of that divine light.

But this is essentially what I pray for—to understand nature in precisely this way and thereby to become a more perfect instrument for this divine light.

This is a way in which Thelema is far more like Buddhism than Christianity in my opinion. Buddhism begins from the notion that the main problem is not so much the nature of things themselves but rather avijjā or ignorance. This means that the solution to life’s difficulties is to develop sammā-diṭṭhi or right view, not to be “saved” by the gods or anyone else. I see Thelema has approaching the problem in a similar fashion.

Of course it should be pointed out that neither in Thelema nor in Buddhism can anyone or anything else alleviate your ignorance. It is up to you to do that through your own applied effort. But this mode of prayer can be thought of as practice for surrender of the ego or illusory self to the universal life.

So in short I would say that it does work to pray to the Angel—if the purpose of your prayer is to dispel illusion and to become a more effective instrument of the divine. But I am not of the opinion that the Angel can perform miracles for you like curing disease or putting someone in the White House like Christians think.